GOOD BECAUSE IM A CHRISTIAN

They make whispers when I walk by
Frowning up their face, afraid to say hi
“he thinks he all that because he is a Christian is what they say
They can talk but they must realize I fight devils everyday
Because I chose Christ
I must continue to fight
Fighting the battle to stay saved
Or turn back to the world of wicked ways
My holiness they criticize
My position they fail to realize
Their hateful stares, I can feel
But Because of His stripes I am healed Y]
Am I perfect? No not in anyway
But I strive to be like Christ everyday
My position is more than they can understand
I was chosen early to walk in God’s plan
As I child I never quite fit in

Now my Jesus they try to offend

To Jesus I have emptied out my cup
So that He in return can feel it up
Because God gave me a new walk and a new tongue, to Him I glorify
And my soul He continues to edify
They see my new glory
But will never fully understand the truth of my story
But this walk I walk is not selfish at all
But to Jesus I lean or else I would fall
My Prayer for them is that they would find God
And His name they would call.
Not the god called Buddha or Muhammad, But God Jehovah Jirah
Our one and only Provider
A Lamb so pure, white as snow
His goodness I desire to know
I deposit His word in my heart
And from it I shall never part
Healing has come and I receive this right
I once was lost but now I have received my sight
So they continue to make whispers and continue to talk
But through Christ Jesus I continue to walk.
TRUTH

Chain of broken hearts

Husband

Smiles in my face but I know she's unfaithful/

I'm heart broken, the person whom she chose distasteful.

I hate you! But I'll never say it to your face/

Instead, I'll write a poem and read it in its place.

You look so confused you don't think I knew that you were lying/

I got all your info 411 without dialing.

But good rid den's I'm glad I've seen right thru your scandal

Let's me know I was to good of a man to handle.

You can't lie or detest now can you?

I loved you with God's love now I really can't stand you.

But I'll never make it seem like I ain't want you from the jump

Cause without you feels like my heart don't have the blood to pump.

You were like my sky when with you I felt high/

But you were living low messing with them sinful other guys.

I always loved you over pride placed myself by your side/

If you'd tear I'd always cheer you up before you cried.

Now I wish I never let me guard down, my hearts hard now/

I'll never love another like my deceitful x-lover.

You dropped my heart and now it's shattered/

And you still smile at me as if it doesn't matter.

Wife

I can't say I'm sorry cause I know you won't except it/

For years from past to present I'd didn't think you'd expect this.

For the time you were away I was just so alone/

I longed to be held in our bed and at our home.

I just wanted some affection not your money or protection.

I am regretful but I'm sorry hubby here is the end/

It was only one guy it was never you and plus men.

Remember my co-worker Michael well it wasn't him.

I loved you too but I can't tell you that I didn't need the fix/

I'm not a whore I don't go outside and turn no tricks.

I just find someone who does your job better than you/

It kills me inside to say but the truth is still true.

You were there to wipe my some tears but I had other fears/

And when I needed you the most, you were never even near.

So I went out drinking beer's met a guy who appeared/

It was funny; he looked like you but had a thicker beard.

Started hanging with him, the first week I didn't kiss him/

By the second I smooching in his arms and I was smitten.

Oh my gosh it was such a force, next step was intercourse

The second I kissed him; I saw a vision of our divorce.

But I'm so sorry husband, remember the good days/

God punished me for hurting you cause now I have AIDS

Child (Girl)

Mom since you went away dad is not the same/

He don't even laugh no more, we don't play no more board games.

He ripped all of your pictures up and he cries like you were dead/

He can rip your pictures up but he can't rip you out his head.

Dad attempted suicide so are you happy with yourself? /

Dad tried to hang himself in my room with his own belt.

 So I hate you mom you tried to take my only dad away/

But at the same time I wish you really had the guts to stay.

You just up and left now dad has hate and much regrets/

By the way dad went back to smoking packs of cigarettes.

All he does is drink he don' t even like to think/

He hates his life so much he doesn't even want to blink.

Don't you ask for my forgiveness I won't ever cut you slack/

Cause I want you to die as much as I want my father back.

Chris